Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I sometimes wonder what if trust is lost between an old couple?
Will they blame each other for spoiling and wasting their lives?
I have to agree to that i guess.
A divorce would settle the problem.
But it comes with too many terms and conditions.
Its like, too many fucking conditions.
Fuck, why shes persistent on fighting the case againist him?
She would definitely lose out, whats the point of fighting?
This would result a lose-lose situation.
The longer you fight, the more loss you incur.
Especially lawyers are happy to spend their extra time with their clients
in order to charge them more.
Never Mind, Mr Ho Wai Yong.
Comeon, think optimistic, in a month's time,
You can declare yourself as a single parent family.
Imagine you wont get to see your sister,mother or father anymore.
Especially, you wont get too close to your own sibling anymore.
Once every conversation in the house,
there is no conversation that last more than 5minutes.
We just stare the tv and watch until we sleep.
Except a simple promise to visit each other once a week.
It is possible? Or Promises are meant to be broken?
Its kinda pity that you couldnt grow up properly
with a full, beautiful and complete family.
That is what everyone or every child desire.
Even though im eighteen, kinda grown up.
Whenever i went out of the house, even in neighbourhood areas.
Seeing those children with their family, especially with their parents.
Happily chatting with each other and especially having dinner with each other.
Jealousy struck upon me when i always look at them.
I always envy and wished that i had a family like them.
I just wanted to walk up to those children, tell them.
"Hey, listen to your parents as always, you are the tree trunk between your parents."
I asked myself, when was the last time i had a proper family dinner at home?
I mean gathering together at the same dining table and have dinner?
I swear that that was like 5 years ago since we had a similar one.
That is when my father started coming back home late.
That is when my mother started cooking worse to worst dishes
That is when i started to eat in the living room and my own room.
That is when i started to multi-tasks. Playing the computer while eating. Pro right?
That is the start and the end of the a simple family dinner.
That leads to a communication barrier between children and parents.
Labels: Family dinner.
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