Friday, October 30, 2009
Had a chat with mel and ken last night.
Discussing on what will be the turnout for this saturday,
in the end we dont have a plan exactly.
Instead, we talked about
that conversation which happened on that night.
I just realise what i can learn from disputes.
Both parties doesnt give in and the thing is
gonna drag forever until one of them gives in
and takes a step back.
Ah fuck it, lets put this matter aside first.
Anyway, today is really a boring day.
Blogging like during python lesson.
i was like thinking, same applies to the some who
are studying in the same course as me.
What can i do after i graduate from RP.
Somethings that bother me the most,
like my future career and studies.
Should i like sign on with the military
if i dont do well in my studies?
Should i stop my studies and
learn the ropes from my father's company
as a hydraulic engineer?
wtf?
Should i continue my studies
with a private uni?
like half work half study?
Seriously, my objectives and my aspirations
is gradually dying off as long as i stay in this school.
Labels: constricted feelings, the future me
10:51 AM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
It started out a simple conversation deciding
on what to buy for cherie's birthday present.
Which the celebration will be on this coming saturday.
Looks like you can remember that incident huh.
i could admit it, yes its my fault.
I already said 'sorry la' a couple of times.
I guess that didnt help at all.
There is a big difference between saying
'sorry' and 'sorry la'
one might be sarcastic
one is totally sarcastic
and i chose that as i thought you could take things easy.
So that incident did really sabotage our friendship.
Yes, i know im the fault in the first place.
You asked what happened but i still refused to say.
I really looked like one fucking bitch having
her pms on that night.
Looks like a bad day equals a bad night huh?
Mr.werty. Dont be a fucked up person again.
But am i not happy with you in the first place?
No? I already long forgotten that shit incident
and you bought that up telling the whole world again
what happened on that night.
Do we have to get reminded again?
I dont think there is a need
unless i could learn my mistake from there.
and i did.
Even im not happy with you,
i only could think of that mother,sister joke part.
That is the only fucking part that im pissed with you
at that time.
That was funny, but people have their own limits.
So do i.
But now, it made me flashback what happened.
Bad memories are supposed to be thrown away
instead of embedded into your memory.
First person that i am going to apologise would be gerald.
"im sorry that i said those words directly to you, but you are still
able to forgive this incident and chose not to say in the convo. Thanks."
Next person would be mel.
"Im Sorry too, but you heard like million times from me before."
Last person. _________
"If this small little matter is going screw this friendship,
how are we going to face bigger problems in the future?
Is that what true friends for?
True friends are people who are able to withstand each other's weaknesses and
had gone through countless obstacles that they had with each other.
I know that im fucked-up, stubborn and acted like a pussy,
like im apologising through this pathetic post.
I think we need some time to settle down to cool ourselves out
before we face each other again.
right huh?
Think about it,
isnt that a pity if we threw our years of friendship away down the drain?
I did some of my self-reflection, im not sure you did yours too.
I know this isnt enough,
but im truly sorry.
From the bottom of my heart,
howaiyong.
Labels: a heated conversation
12:05 AM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
okokok updates.
PD finally accepted.
For the past few days,
many things kept swirling in my mind.
There is a big difference between
what can a man worry about and
what can a guy worry about?
What a man can worry about is
family,career and money.
But guy?
family, friends, school and money again.
Its just that another extra word 'school',
second semester had just started and
everyone was like rushing for a fyp team.
Anyway nothing to blame.
Its the fact that we are competitors in real life
but friends in school.
Well, as what i believe.
There is a time to be serious and
there is a time to play.
Use the right mentality at the right time,
you cant be too serious while playing
or else the whole situation would not be fun.
Hopefully i could source the right team
that i desired i guess.
Labels: fyp teams
10:39 PM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Alright in class blogging right now.
Gonna hit out the school gym later.
Danny pang seh me -.-
Had DMT lesson today,
digital media technologies.
Quite boring today leh,
all the worksheet too theortical based
and all dealing about sound files today.
Had to edit and remove the noise,clippings
and hissing out of the sound file using Audacity.
Let me finish my rj now and hit out the gym eh.
You know what?
my proposal for portfolio development
STILL HAVEN APPROVED YET omg.
Is like 80percent of my classmates had their proposals approved or rework.
sad leh, wait so long still have receive a single reply from my supervisor. :(
Alright gonna meet ben and gerr at panjang for dinner.
Bros meet up, i wonder hows their first week of school lol.
they say want walk around their pasar malam at their place -.-
OK BACK TO MY RELFECTION JOURNAL NOW. :/
Labels: thursday night
4:17 PM
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Hi, time to blog.
Omg, didnt update like a freaking long time.
Ill try to be consistent next time then :(
Anyway, third week of school is soon coming to end.
With last day left which is tomorrow.
Multiprogramming 2 lesson, sad la,
stupid python codes. ._.
Well flashback to last saturday 17th Oct.
Went to celebrate so called ck's belated bday.
Actually its like a catch up session
before school starts. Uh hem- for them though.
Went to meet e4 clique like 5+ pm at marina square.
Met up with ck,ken,mel,cherie and py.
Well we are supposed to eat at manhattan fish market,
but we changed our destination instead.
Py left early and didnt have dinner with us,
so left 5 of us :)
Well 5 is still a good number to celebrate haha.
We went to a cafe called 'the mind cafe'
its like a board gaming cafe.
Went to the prinsep street branch,
ordered a full set meal with 2hours of gaming,
costed around like 17.50 per pax,
i think its still fine.
The food isnt that bad either,
had fish n chips with cheese,
somemore theres dessert and soup of the day.
Furthermore, free flow of drinks!
Played monopoly and heart attack,
had alot of fun lol.
In the end we left the place like 10+
went over to iluma and checked the place out.
most of the shops had closed lol.
in the end we train-ed back from bugis to batok.
40minute ride ._.
Labels: flashback on saturday
4:06 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Hello.
Time for updates.
Its nearly a week since my last post.
Sorry too busy for the past week.
and i mean seriously BUSY lol.
Gonna write these series of events
that happened the past weekend.
Friday- JingLie's bday @ ktv pub
Saturday- Victor's bday @ town
Sunday- Fifi house and movie catching @ GV
Lets start with last friday's event.
Went to jaron's house to slack awhile until 7.30pm
We are supposed to meet everyone at C central at 8pm.
Took from jaron house @ AMK then bus-ed to serangoon station
and took purple line down to clarke quay.
Gonna meet up and drink at ktv haha.
Lol, the journey was damn epic.
Took childish photos and actions along the way.
I and victor started to act like prcs in the train.
and at least made the group laugh lol.
When we arrived, met the rest at long john.
The remaining 3 in ljs.
Ps lol, i told them to meet at 7pm but actually it is 8pm.
Marcus,yiheng and edmund.
Edmund is gonna be our personal photographer for the night lol.
Tys.
When everyone was there, except for jinglie
our main birthday boy.
Hes coming later at 11pm, cuz he got other celebration to attend also.
Reached clarke quay and found a nice pub to sit in
and started to play poker games and drink.
Photos tells the whole story. :)
victor and myself
pose and smile.
stomp this!
Hes turned on im turned off :(
epic on and off again :)
half group photo in the train :)
give it a twist.
aku cameraman :x
running wild with victor :/
finally reached ljs @ central
5 cups to knockout!
joking. he emo-ing :x
jinglie (left) victor (right)
take this :0
2 birthday boys but 24hours apart.
middle finger?
edmund, our hired photographer for free lol.
cleaning the mess on the floor :/
jinglie and his gf (left)
eaten up.
final group photo.
Labels: jinglie bday celebration ;)
5:31 PM
Thursday, October 8, 2009
3days of school had passed.
Blogging during class right now lol.
School had been quite interesting,
luckily most of the classmates are the ones
i know quite well with each other.
Yesterday, wednesday 7th oct
was supposed to meet alex,cheok and ishaq to have a walk around town.
too bad it was cancelled again in the end cuz alex cant make it.
I wonder when we can catch up with each other again.
Missed those dudes rofl.
Anyway, slacked in school after computer animation class.
Met up with some didm students as usual,
yiheng and alex chia and sj as well.
Talked about our upcoming portfolio development module.
Could feel the pressure that is coming,
i didnt started anything or even started thinking about
what am i going to do for my final year project and portfolio.
Yet some others had started it. Saddening case for me lol.
See how it goes then. By the way gonna paarrtyy tmr after school yall.
Its jinglie's 19th bday, gonna party in a ktv in town.
Im so looking forward to it.
and its also victor's 18th bday on saturday.
Labels: life in school
11:06 AM
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Here are the photos for the photohunt
for the firstday of didm camp as promised :)
Well, there are 7 students per team.
4 members, 1 team leader, 2 student leaders to guide our way through.
short post for this then.
Labels: didm camp first day
10:46 AM