Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Met Jonah (ex-climber buddy) this morning up the train.
We went to talk about IGs in the school.
He asked me to join RP Canoeing,
I was like wow, they still take recruits in?
I always wanted to play water sport,
especially Canoeing, the sprint style.
But haha, i used up my one year on rock-climbing.
But didnt regret though.
Jonah told me Canoeing is alot alot better than what i am now.
As in the culture of how canoeing ig works in there.
But still, getting lesser and lesser interested in climbing.
Whats the point of continuing going to trainings
if you dont have much passion going on.
Well, i still have the little passion for climbing now but
something bothers me the most.
Is the Cultural Fit in the IG, i think,
Well you know, im the only 'white' senior left in the IG.
Last year, there were like more than 10 of them.
But one by one, left.
I had so much in common with them, but they just quit.
That bought my morale down alot.
Imagine you have to climb alone during trainings,
nothing to talk much about with the rest.
Its tough, in the inside, not on the outside.
Too tiring for mentally rather than physically.
Even though there are many individual style and teamwork style IGs in RP
I still think cultural fit matters importantly.
Whats the point of joining the training if
you couldnt fit into the social circle?
I mean, for the past few months
I tried very hard to fit inside but still failed to.
My Dear RC captain Aidi called me this afternoon,
asking me where did i go for the past 2 weeks lol.
Well i appreciate his reminder and thoughts.
But hey, thanks for encouraging me to go back trainings.
Bye, nites.
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