Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Well.
I really not sure what i am thinking right now.
What is the main difference between singlehood and attachedhood?
Of course, the obvious difference would be 'single' and 'attached'
But really, for the life that i am having now, im really satisfied with what i have now,
leading as a simple 18year old guy's life.
But still, i could make it better.
'Single' has been stuck with my body for 18years lol,
i just love myself right now.
But sometimes you want to share some of your love to others,
especially her.
Well, it is quite contridicting,
is singlehood or attachedhood better?
i mean for a point of time.
Like for an example,
whenever you look at couples outside,
especially the public. You are able to identify what is a couple right?
But seeing them having fun with each other, really doing almost anything with each other.
I meant their daily lifestyle.
Like meeting with each other for dinner/lunch.
Catching up a movie after dinner,
Chat and chat on the phone/IM all day long,
Just like how a normal couple do.
Years after and years after,
they would get sick and tired of it i guess.
But still, feeling the jealousy since i never had that once before.
Sounds like a love deprived person lol. :/
Its okay to be jealous at times, it triggers your emotions more lor.
But what about the daily lifestyle of what a single guy have?
For me, im really satisfied what im having right now,
gymming at least twice a week, going to school and interact with my classmates,
sometimes, staying at home whether its slacking/rotting or playing games at home.
I could admit, im a sportsman.
I dont really know how to do a courtship like a pro does.
But sometimes, really, i just wished i could use the time
that i had on something more useful like dating a girl.
I heard many stories on BGR, i could admit it,
love is blind.
Seriously.
One story like, but i think its the truth, since told by a good friend of mine.
Got one guy, had like 2-3 girlfriends per year, somemore the girls arent too bad looking, more to those average kind, willing to do sexual activities on him.
Somemore the guy is cui until i got nothing to comment when i saw his picture.
The guy looks like 80 or 90 kilos, double chins,
the face is cmi, hair like one average joe.
dressed up like an average joe.
A sweet talker?
Seriously, taking initiative to court a girl helps alot more than doing nothing
and just admire her everyday as long as you can see her.
Like what some people said,
love is not for waiting but to go after.
Well, if i could promise myself,
find one that i have confidence in,
trust her before she could trust you giving part of her life to you.
i would definitely devote myself to her as long as i could.
Because, relationships are meant to last long.
Im not like those fags outside that just treating their partner like a tool.
End of my rants. :)
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